Light effect on how my mind actually functions.
Since my existence, I've been struggling to find my purpose in living. It’s a continuous struggle that I’m coupled with until death. As a way to find myself, I've decided to arrange the thoughts in a blog with images from my life and scattered words from my head. Maybe eventually I can come up with something useful. This blog is another project of my personal development. I’m not going to stress myself over writing a post often, having followers, getting it all perfect… Every expression, feeling, idea... has a word to identify it. If we search hard, we can find the one word that expresses the one thing that we're not able to explain. I am like this sea raged with emotions, dreams, and thoughts. I am living in a sensitive, careless, agonized soul. I go through an emotional roller-coaster, that’s part of my subsistence. My Confession: I am not the kind of people who spill their emotions especially if I don’t have a plan or a way to get through such phase. I don’t enjoy sharing my real misery. People Reaction: Whenever I go through such phase, people start victimizing themselves and playing all sort of dramatic scenes. Truth Said: Guess what I AM the one in Pain, I AM the one in Trouble, I AM the one facing Darkness. IT’S NOT ABOUT YOU, IT’S ABOUT ME. Don’t victimize yourself and spill drama all over me when I can barely open my eyes in the morning. I might be grieving and introverting but I know where am heading to. It’s never forever. Nothing is Forever. |